As mentioned, I'm Robbin. I will talk about business stuff first to get it out of the way:
I've been in tech for 7 years and counting, wearing many different hats before landing in product design. I grew up with Udemy, having joined around the 50-people mark, and they grew me well. For example, I took Designlab's UX Academy course full-time whilst still working at Udemy full-time. That said, I'd decided that wherever I go, I want to make sure I can help others grow, too.
Sorting out design roadmaps whilst plotting the current iteration of my portfolio. Taken during the 2020 quarantine, because that's the sort of time we had on our hands.
Standing next to a tiny car outside of Maids of Honour, a tea house opened in 1850 or so.
This is a reminder that you've got this. Remember that your perspective, your voice, matters. Have a good support network, and let them help you up when you fall down. It's not going to be an easy journey, but if you love the work, it will be worth it. (But seriously, be kind to yourself, first and foremost.)